Car tyre got punctured. It’s flat now but going to wait til morning to jack it up and replace it. It’s been years since I’ve changed a car tyre…I barely remember what to do.
N spilled water on the macbook and it’s been on the fritz. It comes on and does rudimentary things but freezes ever so often, doesn’t shut down via the power button, and some control aspects are gone. Debating fixing it here (Trinidad) or when I go away. Not willing to fix it if it will cost the same amount as a new laptop which we’re not interested in getting.
Maddox is overnighting at my mom’s. It’s beginning to feel like a daycare, weekly visits with his grandma cause she’s mad excited when he stays with her.
The new place is coming along. Don’t have a living room set as yet but there’s a time and a place (not to mention we need the money to do so).
I’m really angry about a lot of things. I seem to exist on a plane of annoyance, anger, and displacement. I’m not particularly disgruntled nor am I trying to get out of it. I’ve accepted that this will be my reality for a while and I’m learning a lot of lessons form it. I’m also really tired of trying to force myself to be upbeat and positive, it comes naturally when I don’t force it so I’d rather deal with what is taking place now, delve in it, learn from it than force it away and feel as though I haven’t been facing it.
When it rains, it pours but I think the rain is easing up a bit. Mac book and car punctures are small pebbles on the water. Death has shown me that very little matters beyond the people you meet and the way you approach life.
Caught up following Malaysian Airlines MH17. So many people just gone in a few terrifying minutes…again. The hell is going on.
browngyul replied to your photo “Took part in a portrait photography workshop this week. Met an awesome…”
i was there but i dipped out right after because i was feeling like absolute trash v_v i just wanna meet you properlyyyyyyyy
I was going to introduce myself and ask if it was indeed you but by the time I got a chance you had left. I was going to ask earlier but the discussion was going on and I didn’t want to be the loud mouth in the back distracting everyone.
Took part in a portrait photography workshop this week. Met an awesome mix of personalities. Sad it had to come to an end. Think I saw @browngyal last night but not certain.
Mad love Brazil but my German boys are about to whip that ass.
This cup has been bringing so much comfort lately. Completely at odds with the visit I had to Barbados years ago.
Came home slightly intoxicated. I haven’t drank for sometime and if I did, I was usually home in the company of friends or my gf.
Tonight I went to the bar to hang out with some friends. Realised that I was too piss faced to be humanable so sat at another table (they were at the crowded bar counter), ordered some food and beer and left with all my concentration on walking.
One beer. All it took was one beer. My lack of regular alcohol consumption certainly showed tonight. I was tempted to go all the way down drunken lane but a) I have work tomorrow b) drinking never solved any problems c) I had to drive and I’m not about killing people out here…there’s enough crime already.
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NO MAN. STOP IT. CEASE AND DESIST.
The best discoveries are often by accident.
Can’t stop. won’t stop.